I am seriously over this cold weather. I was never a fan of winter to begin with but this one seems never ending. We get teased with one or two nice days then a week of freezing temps. Or the sun will be out and feel warm, but then the wind kicks up and stings your face. Bring on the 100+ degree days!
I wish I had good stuff to report on relating to my health, but that's a negative. I'm still struggling with the same crap I was complaining about months ago. My hair is still falling out, my weight is still dropping and I'm still suffering from pseudo obstructions. I did finally get to see a doctor, though. But, I still don't know what's going on. They did bloodwork, which I can view online but I don't know what any of it means. My B12 is high, which means there's a problem because it shouldn't get high. My iron levels are normal but the iron saturation levels are low. My white blood cell count is low. I don't know what any of that is supposed to mean and when I research it online, I end up scaring myself because the one condition all of these levels results have in common is leukemia. These docs better get off their bums and find out what the hell is going on with me. My motility doc put me on a new med, that isn't working. He also wants me to take a medicine to make me gain weight, but if it's just the pill causing the weight gain and not food and calories and nutrition, what's the point? I just wish I could eat normal and not suffer.
My babies birthdays already came and went. I still can't believe they are 7 and 5 :( I hate how fast time is going. Things just need to slow down a little, or at the very least, I wish I would start feeling better so I can really enjoy them more before they end up graduating high school and leaving me. These girls are my whole entire world and they are just growing up way too fast.
That's about it for this pointless update. I'm exhausted and think I need a nap, of coffee. I don't think Jenna will let me nap plus I'll be getting Gianna off the bus shortly. Oh well, coffee it is.
